Light
stay green for me
I need to pass through
I need your mercy like a body needs to be touched
by another
don’t make me wait
in the torture of possibility
these buildings and this time
goes by
eroding
slowly but it does
and seconds are a universe
of not having you
I am trying to forget
I am trying to let the light in
it is the same idea
but a different part
that I want
in the ever was
I just try to smile
but buses and dreams
leave
and return
and that letter you wrote
I can never write back
I drive into it
its not the same as it was
the first time
or yesterday
every day is a collision
of the naked past
and your face
and all my unfinished love affairs
are hung along the wall in front of me
like a tapestry
of mourning
and adoration
and all your absence
adds up
numbers
and figures
in my little book
and at night
I stand up
and throw it against the wall
brilliant.